Well..this is more intense than I thought..And I don't even know what to be ashamed about. I have nothing to be ashamed of.
Well. Before you assume this is me and my
now boyfriend, HakouiYasoki
, I shall stop you there, and say, it's not. This is actually both me. As both male and female. (Gosh, it's difficult having a clone. xD Now I feel awkward.)
I'm officially going to announce myself as genderfluid.
For all of you who don't know what genderfluidity is, don't worry. I'll explain it to you..or at least try.
Genderfluidity falls under the genderqueer category, hence the flag and symbol behind. In the genderqueer category, there are transgenders, trigenders, bigenders, genderfluid, and so on.
Genderfluid and bigender are very similar, well...Actually they all have something in common.
At first, even I had confusion with genderfluidity, and bigender. But now I understand it a bit more. I'll explain bigender to you a bit. Though I may be wrong. Remember, I'm genderfluid, so I wouldn't understand it completely.
Bigenders tend to have different 'personas' of each gender. They never say "Well, I'm kind of a girl but...kind of a guy." Think of it as a switch. Instead of on and of, it's boy and girl. There is no in between.
Genderfluid is when some days you feel more like a girl, and some days you feel more like a guy, and some days you may just feel like neither. I'm going to explain this off of my own personal experiences, so I don't know if it's different for anyone. For me, I tend to have more guy days than girl days. But I also get moments when I feel like both at the same time. It also changes with certain situations I'm in. Like..for instance...If a friend of mine--or even me--is getting picked on, I tend to have guy instincts. But like when...I'm with someone I have a crush on or whatever, I get my female instincts.
I hope that all makes sense, and I hope no one's view on me changes. I personally see nothing wrong with it, and I see no reason for anyone to think of me differently. But hey, that's just because I'm the one that's genderfluid, not you guys.
On a side note...these poses...ohmygod you don't know how many references I had to use for hands and feet perspective and ohmygod the struggle. But I'm so proud of this. I even took my time when coloring. ;;o;;